after burn out

it seemed a good idea to take a break, chill out and then get back to work. hmm. it hasn't quite worked out so although it has in the past. and i really chilled. did not catch up on all the pending personal work.. just let the day gently pass. went to a theatre. listened to music. sat at the table for breaker with two newspapers to browse. nice company. getting bacl to work should have been a springy-steppy thingy. Wasn't.
it's like a scuffed collar. that's what work is. making mistakes? am not botheirng if u know what i mean. see others chugging along nicely, nope, no good. am all corked up. there's just charcoal up there in my gullet.
scary really. what if i dont come out of it?